Where is the old me?

The me here is not really me. i feel like being someone else... but that someone is still me.. cliche yeah.. but that's how i'm feeling. i love the me around my friends back in high school where i got high after eating jelly gummy and started to make crazy jokes in class.. the me who always skipped school and eat during class is going on. i hated school but i was being myself. i cud be ignorant... i'm one of the high profile student in school w/o me knowing even till i graduated.. hahaha...

here i'm being rather someone who don't really trust people and keep wishing things won't be the way they are. that's painful as things won't really go the way we want it most of the time...

Neverending Story

i watched this movie like years ago.. i don't really remember what story it was. basically i just remember the song that goes like.. Neverending story~ aaah~ aaah~ aah~.. sorta like that.. and also flying dogs i think. the story had been in my mind for quite awhile but i didn't rmmbr the title.. i just rmmbered it recently.. i really liked the story that somehow made me wanna cry every time i remembered about it... though i'm not sure why.. haha.. anyway! Neverending Story is about.. (this is what i read in wikipedia.. )

The Neverending Story (German: Die unendliche Geschichte) is a German fantasy novel by Michael Ende, first published in 1979. The standard English translation, by Ralph Manheim, was first published in 1983. The novel was later adapted into several films.

The majority of the story takes place in the parallel world of Fantastica (Phantásien in the original German version; referred to as Fantasia in the films), a world being destroyed by the Nothing, which represents and constitutes people's lack of imagination in the real world. The first protagonist is a young warrior, who is asked by the sick Empress to set off and find the cure for their world. The other protagonist is a boy from the real world, a reader of the novel with the same title, for whom the story gradually becomes more and more realistic.

i wanna read it!!!! n watch the movies too!!! can't anyone tell me where to get it?!!!