Where is the old me?

The me here is not really me. i feel like being someone else... but that someone is still me.. cliche yeah.. but that's how i'm feeling. i love the me around my friends back in high school where i got high after eating jelly gummy and started to make crazy jokes in class.. the me who always skipped school and eat during class is going on. i hated school but i was being myself. i cud be ignorant... i'm one of the high profile student in school w/o me knowing even till i graduated.. hahaha...

here i'm being rather someone who don't really trust people and keep wishing things won't be the way they are. that's painful as things won't really go the way we want it most of the time...